another toxic day for me,, sometimes life is unfair you need to work hard for the benefits of other, but its okey for me as long as i can see them happy and proud it would be ok,, for me they are my strenght and weakness, as long as they are beside me i will persue that dreams,, i will finish that course i will fight the dark just to see a light in our future , maybe this is the secret for success i wont give up i wont drop my weapon,, i will sacrifice my self ,, just to see that white light, i know someday i will get that..